A blue day

It was a blue day. Not a sunny blue day, just blue. Off. And yes, I know, the weather wizard created a very gray day today, and I'm sure that contributed to my odd mood. Blue...

Thoughts of my brother and his difficult battle with what appears to be unrelenting pain keep stirring and wandering through my head. Frustration that there doesn't appear to be anything I can (really) do to help... Yes, I keep sending good thoughts his way, loose, floating through the air, wishes for comfort and no more pain, hopes for healing.

Neal, my thoughts and love are with you always.

And I hope that this blue day disappears with the nighttime; tomorrow needs to be a day for new hope for all of us.